Missive From ‘Merica: Quality Time Spent Smoking With Child

And I don’t mean the new plain packaging health warning, Dear Reader…

smoking dummy

*/rolls eyes… Gawd, Tobacco Cons  LOVE their photoshopping, don’t they, Clicky…*

… No, a new missive from Cade, received last night…

Knot sure butt it may have been partially inspired by a great post by Frank in the Blue Universe yesterday…


Action At A Distance

Before we make too many assumptions about any pre-existing bonds that are simply not detectable by the existing model/models and/or testing methods/personnel/equipment and shit like that…erm…

^HolyU – Lift arrived _second Floor^

I’m not going to think in terms of alternate dimensions, or even alternate realities…but more of altered realities. So let’s think about big assed scientific experiments and little thoughts, and how those affect others in action.

EX: You are driving along in your car, listening to the radio, happy as a clam…then suddenly….BAM!!! Yer dead.

So if there is life elsewhere in The Universe, and someone billions of light years away from us is just going about their day…then suddenly…BAM!!! they’re dead. Hit right in the motherfucking brainpan by a stray particle created by The LHC or a similar machine.

Sound impossible?

One word: Leukemia

You can substitute cancer in there if ya want, but “cancer” has gotten so goddamn vague anymore that it may as well not even exist…even tho it does. It’s only pulled out of the hat when all attempts at “avoiding the C word” have failed. But I could be wrong on that. I don’t have as much experience with it as most people. Only indirect experience /shrug

^Monstergetdown – Tres^

I got to take a drive with my oldest son a coupla days ago. I asked him for a cigarette, he looked at me weird, asked me,

“Are You Serious?”

…then he eventually gave me one and I smoked it. Tasted pretty much the same as the last cigarette I smoked, although I must admit that I never would have dreamed that I would have an enjoyable moment smoking a cigarette with one of my children, while riding in a car on a sunshiny but cool spring day.

Later, we got to talking about hell and heaven, and how these concepts related to the movie “Event Horizon.” I related my thoughts as to travelers in the film traveling into the unknown using an unknown method of travel, and how I perceived that this probably would have seemed to these travelers. Afterall, we are talking about faster than light travel with respect to beings that really have no clue as to “normal travel” as of yet.

^Tinlicker – Donderdag^

I asked him to imagine traveling at the speed of light or faster, and encountering a human being.  He stated that,

“wouldn’t we just burn right through them?”

I said “Yes! However…imagine what that would look like, as you passed through that human. Bone, blood, tissues, cells, etc.”

He grimaced.

NOW! Think about this.  You come out of the other side of that human after “burning right through them”…what do you think that would look like/seem like to you?  He answered,


Exactly!  Now…let’s make it even worse.

Let’s say that you’ve burned through that human…pass through the wall behind them, or bounce off a mirror…then suddenly…you see that same person again.

My son suddenly had a weird look on his face.

You are assuming your size son. What if…when you passed through this human being…you shrunk to a microscopic size? Keeping that in mind as you have just passed through that human, exited that bloodbath, and now here they are right in front of you again…you begin your second approach to them…and you are completely complexed as to why you are seeing them again, as they should have disintegrated completely on the previous pass. However…as you get closer to them…you notice a tiny little red dot, and you suddenly realize that this red dot is the point of entry on your first pass….and now…here we are…going though again.


^Enzo Bennet – Shadowman^

He brought up The Butterfly Effect and Quantum Mechanics, but I told him that he needed to keep time in mind when thinking about these things. Mainly because, this butterfly of ours may or may not have the effect that we assume, and/or it may take thousands to even millions of years for this effect to take place. If you spend your entire life following a single particle to see if the result is as you predicted it to be…

Q: Who are you forgetting/excluding?

A: Yep…you.

We have effects on the results and the results sets. It’s the time and times between when we can get confused, when we attempt to include and exclude ourselves only at the beginning and the end.

^Fluke- Another kind of blues^

I have some other thoughts about “burning through” with respect to particles traveling at the speed of light or faster, but I think that things like lasers and radar/microwave radiating devices can better help us out, as to understanding the contextual nature of temporary states of matter, when and if biometric organisms are present in the presence of …erm… energies that are less contextually facilitatory to the continued existence of said organism(s).

^Fluke – Atom Bomb^

Always an excess. Whether that be on the positive side, or the negative side.

Q: What about when a theorem equates to zero?

A: Are you still alive? If so, what happened between conception of the theorem and arrival at zero?

Yep a lot of work to get to zero, and now, a lot of work remains to get away from it again.

Division by zero isn’t that difficult. It’s a matter of necessity. If you are needing a zero balance sum, you are prolly already operating in the excess column, whether that be positive and/or negative, and just don’t see it/them yet.

^The Prototypes – Pale Blue Dot^

So now that we have slung some particle out into space, that has turned some life form’s head into mushy jelly and tossed their soul into the abyss…I wonder what the reaction will be? I guess the movie Starship Troopers makes more sense now. It does to me anyway.

^Lo Fidelity Allstars – Battleflag [High Quality]^
Does my filthy fucking mouth bother you?
Does my filthy mouth bother you?

Does my mouth bother you?

Does my bother you?

^Culture Shock – Troglodyte (Original Mix)^

So if we assume that there is no sound in space…does that mean that the presence of sound is an indicator to those or that which is traveling at speeds faster than light as to the presence of life?

Does that mean that the absence of sound is indicative of something so fucking infinitely loud, that it cannot be perceived?

Is this indicative of how radio-waves work, and when they don’t work “as-intended” and/or “as-advertised?”

I guess I’m gonna have to think about HAARP here seeing as how, at least as I understand it, it’s purpose it to raise the bands of the Ionosphere, and I’ve wondered about these bands cascading an reversing as an effect of this “raising.” A becomes E and E becomes A and so on.

However…since we are broadcasting sound and sounds and pictures and data into space via all kinds of methods and mediums…I have to wonder…

Q: What makes you think that "aliens" or "alien intelligences" would do the same?

A: !!!???!!!

I mean…space is supposed to be quiet right? If you are a space traveler who is traveling at faster than the speed of light to better detect “anomalous waves” within the natural scope of a solar system, wouldn’t that make sense as to why any sort of travel up to or at “the speed of light” that is generated artificially might just be…erm…hazardous to organic beings? ESPECIALLY to beings that are moving at speeds that exceed the speed of light.

But to add a caveat here, maybe there is also the effect of these beings not wanting to interfere with the communications. If we think in terms of Tachyons and Gamma Ray bursts, this might help us to understand how an “artificial burst” of these energies were more discernible from naturally occurring ones. Afterall…if we assume that Gamma Ray bursts are happening naturally in The Universe, but our findings are based on much of what we have learned about these energies using our own artificially created sources of these energies? Erm…maybe the entire Universe is at war…and we just don’t know it.

^Philip T.B.C. – Galactic (BTK Remix)^

How does one “kill the silence” I wonder?

I mean like…contextually. How is “killing the silence” applicable?

Only you would know the answer to this question.

^The Prototypes – Kill The Silence (ft. Ayah Marar)^

I guess it’s prolly difficult to wear the hat of a graduate, and know that you are but in your infancy with respect to learning and experience. But to me, that SHOULD be what keeps us young and hungry.



Not finding.

Keeping going.


Starting back up.

“You know it’s, not like that all ends…when you’re 18, or 21, or 41, or 61…it NEVER…never…ends…

“Like your Aunt Edna’s ass…it goes on forever and is just as frightening.”

-Jason Robards/Frank Buckman
Movie = Parenthood

^Ed Rush & Optical – Chubrub [Full Version]^

I dunno…just had to get a coupla things off my chest…but I gots no answers.

That guy who chopped his back in half with the sword or machette or whatever from my previous whatever? Yeah…it’s haunting me. Lotta things going on in that guy’s body. And when the other guy grabs his arm and pulls to steady him? Motherfucking YEESH!!! 😦

There’s more to that pic than simply “the idiocy of the moment.”  Afterall…when did that “idiocy of that moment” come to your particular attention?

Hope you enjoy your Saturday/Sunday.

^Andy C – Haunting^

cYa |  cFa

^Black Sun Empire & Eye-D – Brainfreeze (Neonlight Remix) V1 [Free]^


bat country

*Ooh… /sigh… better get moving then, Clicky. School and work tomorrow… things to do…*



Missive from ‘Merica: Marriage Matters…

Dear Reader, in his latest missive, The Okie Devil opens up a little…

*Ugh! Crass, Clicky… /shakes head…*

*/sighs loudly and counts to ten…*

Funnily enough, I’d just been reading about the relationship breakdown of a couple of artists, who’s collaboration is featured, below… See for yourself…


I have decided that I am going to make a decision.

All kinds of wiggle room there eh?
I could do this all day...

 ...watching you do that all day
^Pee Wee Herman – Tequila^

Sorry, but I’m in a really bad mood today. I mean…not really, but that last whathaveyou of mine really fucked me up. I know that it didn’t take me very long to write it, even with the power-outage that caused me to have to re-write some of it. But a lot of thought went into it. There were some really mind-bending types of thoughts that I had while writing/thinking about the shit that I was writing/thinking about. Kinda like now. If someone was watching me type this shit right here…they’d prolly say…

“Man! You are banging that shit out pretty quick!”

And I guess that I kinda do. But there is quite a bit that hovers around in my head around how to say what and when. Sometimes I stumble across something that I personally think is clever or a good question and/or a clever way of presenting a question…irrespective of the “integrity” of that question or questions.

Q: Integrity?

A: Yeah. You know…”a question” or “a difficult question” or “a good question”….shit like that.

Integrity is integral.

Or something.
^The doves: Break me gently (Hybrid remix)^

I guess there is quite the conundrum sometimes when looking to prove some longstanding something within scientific dogma that has been a pain in your ass as incorrect. Especially when you have to hold on to so many other things within scientific dogma in order to pull this off. And then…the shit really hits the fan. Some interloper of a nobody wanders into your realm, starts questioning anything and everything in ways that make just…a little…too much sense…and SUDDENLY!!!….you are wrapping your arms around all of that crap you were previously trying to throw out as if it were made of pure golden gold. I guess that’s what its like anyway. Maybe if I actually took a hatchet to the shit that I am interested in destroying, it would be a little better indicator as to what I am not trying to/interested in…destroying.

Pro Tip: I don't own a hatchet.

How’s that work for ya?



Let’s keep going.

^Jazzy Jeff & Fresh Prince – Summertime (Hybrid remix)^

AH HA!!! A question via the Whatever However Hotline!!!

Q: Cade, What’s the catch?
A/Q: You mean like…”the catch of the day?”
Q/A: Sure.
A/Q: I dunno. Whadda ya got?
A/Q/Q: Are you being intentionally coy? Or…”flippantly naive?”
A/Q: Maybe

Almost started to look like a poker hand there for a second. Aces and Queens.

^Fluke – Atom Bomb^

Energy Exhaustion…I guess that would be kind of a term that I am thinking of with respect to creating an extremely low pressure point within a vacuum or existing vacuum…as it were. I’ve just been thinking about rings (0) or (°) and (+) and (-) and (=) and other shapes with respect to charge and charges in both the traditional representation of atomic matter/atoms and quarks. If I had to draw a representation of how I see a quark, it would be similar to that of Leonardo da Vinci’s Vitruvian Man. But not really…but yeah…something like that. Except sans the ring. And maybe sometimes, not so much. Depends on how much stress/strain it’s under.

But what I’m seeing in there is “less static of a static charge.” And that is to say, a charge and charges that are so dynamic because of strings and stings within the pico-quanta and even smaller, that the only reason that we can detect these variable charges is because of the method and methods of detection. But my model and models tend to be a little more dynamic in their static nature, in that, they are, and all is…dynamic. That evolution works the way that it works, when it works, how it works. I incorporate things like DNA into my models of sub-atomic particulate matter, because the base and bases? Yeah…they already exist. Like Hydrogen for example. However, hydrogen plus Oxygen is no longer Hydrogen…it’s Hydrogen + Hydrogen + Oxygen. I think that there is MUCH more going on there than simply H20. But even that…I mean…how fucking awesome is that? All we need is a little electricity in the mix, and we can turn that Hydrogen and Oxygen mixture back and forth from water to gas over and over again…until we can’t.

Q: What’s missing?

A: Observers? Or Participants?

Q: What about the Oxygen and Hydrogen with respect to spin and spins?

A: Rest/Work/Rest/Work/Rest/Work

Resting...is hard work.
^Beastie Boys – Sabotage^

Cape Verde
African Union
European Union
North American Union
Union Union
West Africa
Ivory Coast
Mosquito Coast
Cape Camarón
British Honduras
Chile Relleno
New Mexican Cuisine (Redirected from New Mexican Food)
Little Anita’s
Herrera Province
Primal Cut
Cut of Beef
Lamb and Mutton

Baby…I’m gonna eat you up.


I’ll always leave room for desert.

^Pee-Wee’s Playhouse TV Intro 1986^

Speaking of Limeys…it appears that crime does not pay.

Unless you are a bored border guard.

Or a dope fiend

Nearly” … two tons of illegal dope plant found disguised as limes.

Jesus H. Christ-a-Hoppin On A Pogo Stick…WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?

NEARLY?!?!?!? What in the FUCK does “nearly” have to do with anyFUCKINGthing?!?!?!?

Close enough? Good enough?
O RLY??????

Q: Since when?

A: (insert cricket sounds here)

Almost (Disambiguation)
Nicking Enzyme Amplification Reaction
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Hand Grenade
Scissor Sisters
Paul Andrew Williams (Redirected from Close Enough)
Close Enough
Well-Founded Relation

I really don’t know what to put here, so I’ll just babble a bit.

I mean…answers?…when I was a kid?…were edicts…not answers. And now that I am older? I really don’t give a shit. Because the difference between an edict and an answer…really depends on who you are dealing with, why, and when.

I personally have always told people that …

“I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. That choice…I leave to you.”

Keeps things...civil...and cordial.
^Glenn Morrison – Hydrology (1080p) || HD^

So just thinking a bit here about certain vague things and whatnot…
If you could choose between the following…which would you choose.

OPTION #1: Discover the mysteries of The Universe and be known as the greatest mind that ever lived.

OPTION #2: Lay the groundwork for some future someone to discover the mysteries of The Universe and be known as the greatest mind that ever lived.

Yeah…teamwork is kinda a teamwork kinda thing.

Some positions are more important than others.

So yesterday, whatshername decided that she suddenly needed to talk to me for some reason.

She texted me…of course…and asked me if she could call me…because there was something that she really needed to discuss with me.


But I agreed…and told her to call me in 25 minutes.

She did…and told me that she had changed her mind…yet again…was going to an attorney on Friday…and was filing.


/Jesus fucking Christ

The conversation wandered to and fro as I listened to her explain all of this bullshit that I have absolutely no choice in, and yes…she was/is cordial…but I trust her about as far as I can throw her. I know I’m gonna get screwed on this deal, and there is no way around it. At some point…in the near future…I’m gonna wind up in jail for not paying child-support that I cannot pay.


That’s the law, and the way the law is. People are not allowed to be unemployed/non-wage earners anymore…and there is no allowance for that. I am not allowed to show up in court, because if I do? Her attorney fees double…even if I do not have an attorney.

The meter is running, and it will never stop.

Q: Why do we treat marriage like shit?


^RADIO VERSION- Gotye feat. Kimbra- Somebody That I Used to Know (Dj Mike D Remix) Radio-Edit^

I dunno…it just seems to me that the only people that have a right to treat marriage like shit? Yeah…the people that are actually married. Married people can treat marriage however in the fuck they choose to treat it…up to, and including, like shit. It is, after…their institution. So why is it that “the law” gets involved and compounds this something into something that it isn’t? I dunno. We walked into this relationship cordially. Why is it such a stretch that we could also end it cordially. There’s always that predisposition to think that “something is wrong.”

YA THINK?!?!?!?!?!?

You are a fucking GENIUS!!!

Thanks for stirring shit up that doesn’t exist asshole(s).

Q: Why do we treat marriage like shit?

A: ???

^Capital Cities – Safe And Sound (Official Video)^

Q: What about the children?


During the conversation…as she weaved in out or this and that as to the pros and cons of everything from here to there and everywhere…and…I waited for “the bombshell.” And, just as I suspected…it came.

Whatshername: I can’t even buy a house if I wanted to!
Cade: You’re buying a house?

Things change.

I’m fine with that.

I roll wif it.

It’s all I can do.

^OneRepublic – Counting Stars^

She’s taking them on a skiing trip to New Mexico next month.

I’m excited for them.

I hope they have fun.

That’s the limit of my involvement in that.

Yes…I would love to be there.

I wasn’t invited.

/me shrugs

I’ll get over it.

/me shrugs
^Of Monsters And Men – Little Talks (Official Video)^

I view relationships a little differently than “the law” does.

Why on Earth/Terra I would wish ill upon people I love?

I dunno…that’s your theory…not mine.

^Bastille – Pompeii^

So yeah…I view physics a little bit different than most do.

Or at least…maybe I’ll admit more than some are prepared to do.

But I have my reasons.

You are one of them.


Believe it or not…I don’t care.


I care about you.

^David Guetta – Titanium ft. Sia (Official Video)^

As of tomorrow…

…I will officially be…

…a deadbeat dad.


^Swedish House Mafia – Don’t You Worry Child ft. John Martin^


*Yikes! What a horrid situation for him, Clicky… I… I don’t know what to say…*

*/nods… Thanks Clicky… /pats snout…*